[link] (just so you guys know ^^)
I don't really use it as a journal though... I rarely make entries, and if i do, they're mostly short stories.
I rejoice in any comment though! may it say that my storys are shite orthat you love them I don't care what it is as long as there is constructive criticzm contained! ^^
... no complaints against pure flatter without much sense though ... hahahaha
I created another account to also share my photography with you guys. yeah that's all basically - go and check it out! ^^
Yes! my lovely ppl! I am actually interessted in doing some commissions if you people like... just note me what exactly you want and if I agree we'll discuss details ^^
aaahhhhrrrghhhh......
my world just crumbled, my dreams shattered and shock just made way to complete and utter disbelief.
and for such a stupid reason.
wanted to draw a picture, and went back on my hotties picture collecton (yes i have such a weird and wrong spleen as collecting pictures of gorgeous men) for reference purposes and found that I had to stock up a bit again cauz my former rather vast collection was lost on my other external harddisk when it broke for some unknown and misterious reasons (ARRGH%@$*§F)
soooh I surfed around a bit and stumbled across some interviews of one of my alltime favourite hotties.
and to my utter astonishment I had to discover that Travis Fimmel (former Calvin Klein Model and actor) , a man I considered being one of the most beautiful creatures wandering this miserable planet, was a complete and absolute idiot.
He must have had brainfailure when he first glanced into a mirror and got blinded by his looks. Or maybe nature put too much effort in making him the most mindbloggingly dashing specimen of his kind that it got too exhausted before it could attend to creating his braincells.
there is no other explanation for such horrifying idiocy in such a successful and marvellously beautiful man.
I just - can't - BELIEVE - it.
ah well, maybe his growing up on an Australian FARM until he was about 17 helped, but OH. MY. GOD. the shock I got when that dazzeling mouth opened and what wound itself out of it was - shit.
oh actually it can't even really be qualified as such, it was more like the hint of shit's smell that tried to make it's way out between the "uhms" and "maaan"s and "yeeah"s and "you know"s and long pauses, all of which accompanied by the most frightening and apallingly dumb and empty headed expressions disfiguring that wonderful, wonderful face while the man was standing or sitting very chav-like next to his interviewer - every single one of the several sifferent interviewers, though doing their best to hide it, obviously as astounished and confounded to hear and see such unexpected behaviour in such a man as I was while watching the interviews.
it was a horror - downright torture.
now I know how an intelligent man must feel when first talking to a beautiful woman and realizing she hasn't only got straw coloured hair but also straw in her head.
gosh this is such a turn off
*sigh*
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sorry for rambling about but I had to let it out lol
ah but since my journal isn't really read by anyone I guess it doesn't matter so much, now does it?
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btw I got Tagged argh
by *Loam
tags are stupid. I hate doing them. but I have to. somehow. for some reason. It's like a compulsion. lol stop tagging me.
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The rules are simple:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts.
4. At the end of the post, tag 8 more persons (your friends, chums, pals, pet dog, etc.) here in dA.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment 'Lawl, you've been tagged.'
6. Failing to do this simple task will have a wrath of a mad in-house cyber ninja of doom.
7. There is no 7. It's a lie.
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1. I love cats
2. ppl keep telling me I behave like a cat
3. I'm a complete idiot when it comes to remembering things. names, numbers, streets, objects I want/have to take with me... etc etc
4. I like being naked.
5. I'm a mess. my room's a mess. my head too actually.
6. my new favourite word is 'mindbloggingly'. it's such a cool word. it rolls so nicely off ones tongue. like a big fat round piece of candy.
7. don't ever let me take care of plants. They'll die within hours. I don't know how I do it, it's like black magic I swear.
8. squeezing pimples gives me a strange satisfaction. I haven't had any though lately. makes me want to go for others. omg I'm weird. it scares me.
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tagging people is sooooh bothersome.... *yawn*
so loong
Jill
1.) Make 100 pictures each picture having a theme listed below. Each picture should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count. (DUH. obviously this person was wise enough to think about the mental retards among us)
2.) No time limit so have fun (YAAAAAY for me again - perrrrfect)
3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the picture.
3a.) pictures should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the DA etiquette policy. your pictures can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it. (honestly, where would be the fun in doing that? jesus...)
4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed
5.) Make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the picture
6.) In the comments for your artwork note if it is part of the list, and mention what ONE theme it is. (alright. we got it that you can only append ONE theme to ONE picture. get over it. dude.)
Now comes the good part: CHALLANGE YOUR FRIENDS. PM ME IF YOU WISH TO CHALLANGE ME. (seriously, I don't get that part - WTF? I guess I'm the mental retard here. what sense in sending a PM? so i know you do the thing too? what? Where's the challenge? Who finishes first? I thought there was no time limit?? WTF*@%§"!!)
The List
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14.
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation
Anyone else willing to take the challenge??
Devious Comments
I've read ONE interview with him a while back (a good while back, mind you! I'm talking about a few years XD), and from what I remember, his answers were mostly monosyllabic or very VERY simple sentences you'd expect from a 4 year old, but not from a grown man. He's somewhat like the male and good-looking version of Desiree Haar...
Well, I guess you can expect retards everywhere, in every branche, regardless of their social state, education, country of origin and everything else that usually helps us to pigeonhole others.
I know, it's sad, but to cheer you up, let me quote Yogi Berra:
"Even Napoleon had his Watergate
oh yes the exact one - rrooarr
yeah monosyllabic is the codeword. *rollseyes*
ahhh what can u do ^^
oooh btw your english rrrreeeeaaaally improved alot since you hang out here so often hasn't it?
soh cool *proud of u*
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I'm also rather proud of this "sudden turn of events"... but I guess once you cannot avoid using a foreign language, you try to improve it over the time. Plus - and that has always been my biggest problem - after a while you feel more secure talking/writing in that language.
It had some strange impact on me, though. Last weekend (I took the train to deutschkreutz because we were celebrating my brothers birthday there) I wrote a To-Do list and other more or less important things, and after a while, I discovered I was writing in english without even noticing. And my inner monologues tend to be in english, too. It doesn't actually bother me, I just can't remember when it started. But then again, I hardly remember anything at all O_o
Guess it's the constant overdose on caffeine... but I would never eliminate my 3 "Good Morning Sunshine!" cups (my own blend, composed of 99,9% coffee and 0,1% cigarette ashes. The cigaratte ashes definitely add a very interesting taste to the whole thing!!!). Neither the 2 "this analytical report is driving me insane!" syringes at work :]
but I know what u mean - I tend to write my diary in english way more often than german... I mean the entries are usually mixed - but a lot of the things I think and feel are somehow easier to express in english somehow lolol weird. I also tend to insult ppl in english lol
and I can't speak german anymore when I'm drunk - and I get a british accent HAHAHAHA soooh weird.
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XD
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