OMG how time passes... 
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) I have also really badly been longing to set up a CSS Journal skin but for some §&@%!!#! reason my Laptop seems to have troubles recently to connect to WiFi and some links - just - don't - work. OMG IT JUST WORKED! O.o
Grouchy
Relief
Handed in my portfolio today. all I can do now is wait and pray. and hope for a lot of luck to be able pass
jeez i swear one day, I'll get back at my dad for inheriting his lazyness ggruuaarrrghhh
btw check out my finished animation project on youtube: [link] and tell me what you think guys! ^^
pretty pleeease *puppyeyes*good news is - NOW summer can start BOOYA!
let's celebrate by doing
A SURVEYYYYYYYY uh yeah...
[x] smoked
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[x] kissed someone of the same sex - women are generally good kissers. honestly. I haven't kissed as many girls as guys but among those, I had less 'fatalities' in proportion then among all the guys I've kissed. And I kissed A LOT of guys. trust me. I know.
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[x] tried drugs - hey, a bit of green's good for the soul
TOTAL: 9
[x] taken painkillers.
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine - why exactly would I want to do that?
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die - hey, I was bullied in school okay? that's a natural reaction - although I do feel bad about it now.. ah well
[ ] seen someone die
TOTAL: 17 dude I feel like I godda cross everything lol
[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night - YEAH BABY! actually stayed out partying about 50 hours straight once - good times.. good times - transformed into a zomby for twice as long after that though.. lol
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair
[ ] been in an accident
[x] been to a club
[x] been to a bar
TOTAL: 23
[x] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade - wtf is that?
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night - BWAHAHA more than 3... cute
[ ] had a spring break in Florida - I WISH!
[x] sniffed anything - how do you call that tobacco that you sniff? we were 14 and on a skitrip and some of the boys got this thing from somewhere... ugh it was awful. it was a healthy way of taking my curiousity away though - now I'm rather positive I'll be never ever talked into trying cocain. no thank you very much - I don't like sniffing stuff up my nose. it's gross.
[x] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands. - and HOW exactly does that make you a bad person? O.o
[x] wore t-shirts with band names - euh.. see above
[x] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD - OMG NEVER! UGH! THE DISGRAAAAAACCE
TOTAL: 30
[x] dressed gothic - does carneval count?
[x] dressed girly
[x] dressed punk
[x] dressed grunge
[x]stole something - I was 10. and I pocketed the chewingum by accident - I swear. I even wanted to bring it back when I realized - but my mum didn't let me. she said the cost of that gum was theft anyways might as well get back at them - MY MUM . lol I was rather... puzzled haha
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[x] fainted - that's a funny story actually - I was like in primary school and me and my friends tried really hard to burp on purpose while going on about it all wrong and utterly failing altogether - and I tried so hard that I forgot to breathe and next thing I knew - I was on all fours staring at the ground not knowing what was going on. so stupid...
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor
TOTAL: 37
[x] had a crush on a friend
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone - BWAHAHAHA don't juge me... we party hard in Vienna lol
[x] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
TOTAL: 45
[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper - WHAT??!!
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater - this is obviously a survey that doesn't make any sense for ppl who have reached majority *rolls eyes*
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school
[ ] had surgery - thank GOD
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[x] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping - forgetting to pay - happened a few times >< I'm such an airhead - I always notice at some point tho and go back (excrutiatingly embarassing - especially if you do it the next day and the restoraunt ppl don't even remember. sooooh awkward) - no tipping - do it all the time. ppl in europe don't live entirely off their tips. you tip when you liked the service, you don't if you didn't. fullstop.
[x] caught something on fire
[x] lied about your age - I started going clubbing when I was around 16.. notice that in most of Europe you only have to be 18 to be allowed to drink and get into clubs.
TOTAL: 52
[x] owned/rented an apartment/house. - YEAH BABY! moving in in september!
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[x] made out with someone who had a GF/BF - yes, yes shame on me - shut up, I was in love. and the other time I didn't know until after. GAH - men. all liars.
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger
[x] kissed a stranger.
[x] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.
TOTAL: 60
[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online - LOL that was fun. I was like.. 15? and met up with some guy I made friends with in this Anime/Manga forum I used to frequently post in... lol.. now that I think about it that was actually a rather stupid and creepy thing to do - whatever. turned out fine, didn't it?
plus I think it was worth it only for the weird experiance of being called by your online nickname. HAHAHAHA good times, good times..[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight - and more...
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight - and more... ... ... lol
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight - aaaand more...
[x] been to a fair
[ ] been called a bad influence - strangely enough, never had that one... Oo
[ ] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test ONCE okay? ONCE. and I felt really bad. after that I would rather fail the test than cheat. it's so nerverecking and I felt like such a.. a.. well a cheat. lol
TOTAL: 68
If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]
Wha.. WHAT?!! I should be in JAIL???! jeez - you americans are such party poopers. this survey can ONLY have come out of an american brain. btw, do you guys have to ask your mum if you're allowed to go for a dump? I bet you do. ... ... DARN I missed 'I should be dead' by 2 points... dang it!
currently (supposed to be) working on:
Jolein yes still her... (job leisure network logo) - different poses - vectorized arrggh 
- website in the making - > www.Jolein.at if you care to check out the main page.. XD University stuff - Animatioooonnnn - big fat end of year project. - DOOONE! BOOM BABY! to be admired on youtube, HERE 
- essay - comparision of 2 artists ~1500 words. My Heart Cries - remake of a Manga shortstory (~24 pges) that I started back in 2003 XD featuring my favourite OC 'Fabian Caruso'. - we'll see how farI#ll get this time hahaha - not very far by the looks of it ---> First page is done! yaaay [link]
Personal stuff - once again I had LOOOOAAADS of ideas and started loads of stuff that I probably will never finish >< WHYYYY am I such an inconsistant persooooon??! MARL Illu - about studenthall life - WIP to be seen HERE different vector things - mostly stuff I plan to (one day hopefully) get printed on merchandise stuff (eg T-shirts, mugs, buttons, bookmarks, bags etc) different illus of different stuff - currently in outlining or colouring process.. SubCutain logo - friends of mine who're playing in a band asked me to do their logo... ugh ... I seriously dunno why I said yes, since I#m an ILLUSTRATOR and I don't do Graphic design too much and I SUCK at making Fonts .. 
- - - I guess... i was flattered they asked me.. *sigh* anyways I'll do my best! *がんばってね*!!! came up with a few designs already. they loved what they saw so far... haven't heard of em in a while though. i guess that's on hold atm...
my Japanese - 日本語をべんきょします - I decided to kick my ass and learn in ernest now. We'll see what that means hahaha slowly...slowly.. but surely... I haven't given up just yet
presentation illus for my mum DONE - omg I can't believe it I actually finished something! lol - left the stuff in Vienna though arrrgh - godda ask my mum to send the files so I can load them up.. Tom's HIM tatoo - my best friend asked me to design his tatoo *rolls eyes* he's got a heartogramm on his neck and wants me to elaborate the design. as if I don't have enough to do atm... GAH! 
check out the amazing CHALLENGE 100!!!!!very dear (but neglected )friends
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